post-grad syndrome

ever since i realized that i have no goal to approach in life, i always envy (envy?) with those people who know exactly what they are gonna be. and now, I've graduated from my college, still don't know what to do.
and it doubled the envy.

i keep my chances wide open without making any decision yet. let the card falls, and i'd hope the card doesn't fall in me end up being a corporate slave. i once hoped that i'll have normal boring days like any others, but being a marine engineer has tiny little chance with gigantic luck to have a wealthy-life-within-sanest-mind without end up being a corporate slave. duh

and speak of corporate slave, it eats your soul, steals your good long sleeps, and kills your hobbies. they say you can build the nation by being one of them. but whose nation they're going to build? i can only see their wealthiness that amazingly built, by gnaw my poor beloved country.

oh and fuck the nation. you alone can't resurrect this wrecked country.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

budak korporaaaaaaattttt. hmm gw persis sama kayak lo, dan akan kabur ke luar negeri at the first chance i get. gaji di manapun lebih manusiawi daripada disini.