self survey #41

Blog's so fun! You don't push people to read every shits you wrote, thus it's safe to write more shits.

1. If you’ve ever tried drugs or alcohol, what was your reason for first trying it?

Never tried drugs. But for alcohol, not sure.. just "ah maybe one sip won't harm, once and for all", and that was the biggest lie i told to myself.

2. Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant right this second? 

If the situation called for an abortion I would have one. Sorry kids

3. If you were far from home and needed to sleep for the night, would you choose to rent a crappy motel room for $60 or sleep in your car for free?

Depends, if i have a companion, rent a crappy (not creepy) motel would be fine. Else i would just sleep anywhere (even in open air). 

4. Is there a color shirt you’d NEVER wear? 

Neon color? Cause i will look like a darkness with fluorescence ornament in me. 

5. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it? 

Ghost hunter?

 6. What is your favorite video game console? Why? 

ps2 just because it's the one that’s most familiar to me. 

7. Do you like vanilla candles? 

Never saw it.

8. Have you ever been in a relationship that was going great, and then suddenly something weird happened and you just KNEW it was going to be over soon? 

when it comes to relationship, i always knew when a relationship will be over soon. It's just the denial period that make everything so subtle.

9. Would you ever bleach your hair platinum blonde? 

Probably not 

10. What are your plans for tomorrow? 

go to work. then buy dinner, then listen to music until fall asleep. my favorite boring life yeay. 

11. What did you have for breakfast? 

I didn’t have breakfast this morning. ah maybe cigarette and coffee count. 

12. Have you had sex in 2013 yet? 

not gonna tell you

13. Who last slept in your bed besides you?

can't remember. i slept alone in my bed for too long 

14. What time did you wake up today? 

6:30 am

15. How long until your next birthday? 

8 days more. and not so excited towards it anymore :|

16. What was the last movie you watched? 

The Secretary. and regretted it bc my eagerness of having a partner like edward grey exploded instantly. darn.

17. If you could see any musician live, front row, who would you choose?

kevin parker.  

18. When did you last consume something that had peanut butter? 

can't remember. don't like peanut butter that much 

19. What’s the last song you heard? 

pink floyd - shine on you crazy diamond part 1-5. been repeated it for days

20. When you say you love someone, do you mean it? 

yep. love's not easy to say though. 

21. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? 

Nope.

22. Do you still talk to any of your ex’s? 

all of them yep. but not in regular basis.

23. As of this minute, what is going through your mind? 

i was just finished a tarot reading and still wondering if that might be true. hee hee

24. Where’s the last place you went? 

office

25. Have you held hands with anyone lately? 

if lately means around two weeks ago then yes.

26. Has anyone let you down recently? 

Yes. There's always someone who let you down. That's how nature works, no?  

27. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous? 

Jealous of what? When people try to make me jealous i automatically look down on them. So stupid.

28. Whats the next movie you want to see in theaters? 

Ah really don't know. I skipped too many interesting movies and now too lazy to think. 

29. Do you have more than $50 in your room? 

Nope, not in cash anyway. 

30. Are both of your blood parents still in your life?

Yes Thank God. 

31. Were you tired when you woke up this morning? 

Nope. I woke up happily and was singing all the way to the bathroom i don't know why.

32. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? 

Colleagues maybe. For I have never done any fasting this month. fuck it actually.

33. When was the last time you went apple picking? 

I’ve never done that haha 

34. Do you sometimes wake up in the morning, lay in bed and think about life?

Could you please change the question with "not think about life"? then i can say once or twice. 

35. Are you happy summer is coming soon? 

NO. Please September comes fasttttttt. i'm sick of this motherfucking withdrawal. 

36. Do you have drama in your life? 

there’s always something relatively dramatic going on in my life. I'm a drama queen without even trying. haha