Wow things have shifted quickly. What I thought i'll be suffering in it for at least decades, kaboom, gone overnight. Well of course as we know that universe is a bitch - well, sophisticated one - after certain big bad things pass through you, another follows behind. This mechanism actually never meet my understanding but I have no capability to do intervention.

I should be grateful that big bad days are gone for good. Now I'm only about work work until overworked  and a little quite-healthy unintentional flirtation. That much better than unintended love. whoops.